doubtsss

now my mind is full of thoughts of doubt. I am doubting myself. questioning myself. not having faith in myself. completely lost and dun even understand why i suddenly feel this doubt.

knowing and realizing that i am doubting myself makes me feel horrible. I gotta a feeling that i wont make it although i put extra effort on it. damn it! shldnt hv this thought at all. but it keep on haunting my mind. 

ARRRGHhH!!!!  sometimes i really hate my mind....