A Special Day For Dad

Another day has come. For others, it is an ordinary day, but not for him.

This person who will pray day and night, who keep worrying about every tiny problems, who ask the same question over and over again just to irritate people, who will ask you directly without thinking, who will say "read bible, kid.", who will laugh when people thought he was rich, who will wake up earlier than you on Sunday Morning just to read bible before heading to church, who will tolerate your impatient, today is his special day.

He might not be the best dad. But I am grateful to have him here. There are times, I don't get his thinking and the way he does thing, and I will be lying if all of that doesn't irritate me, but I know he deserve respect. Because how he does things and how the way he thinks made him who he is today.

I never dream to become like my dad, but I do dream I can have that deep divine connection like he has.

Happy 55th Birthday, Dad! I might be far from the best daughter as I am not even worth that trophy, but I will be there. Thank you for everything. God bless.

A Young Man and A Doctor

Here's a story of a young man and a doctor.

One fine afternoon, a young man went to a doctor with his parents for a frequent check up on his health. 

Have You Ever Thought?

Growing up, I did remember you as a crybaby

I don't understand at first

But as times goes I understand now

You will always be a crybaby

The Prime Purpose In Life

Human naturally are selfish beings. 

We want people to understand our needs, we want them to make us as their first priority.

We often forget that the people who are trying to understand us are also a human with limit.

Move On

There are people in this world that can't move on. Or should I say refuse to move on.

They love their past too much that they can't accept the realty of the present anymore.

No Voice

We don't talk.

Although there is this unsettling feeling after the high tone we have used to each other.

We just embrace silence.

Silence has become a refuge for the heart and mind. 

Our Time Together

Every time you look at me, I know there is a hidden massage behind those beautiful eyes because

you always look at me profoundly.

Mother

She is someone that bring you to this world. She suffers intense pain when delivering that tiny baby, and she go through that life and death moment, while praying in her heart that she choose to live and to bring you together with her although she has to endure that pain.

I Still Prefer Bicycle Than Motorbike

It was morning, nearly 8:00 AM. I just arrived home after church together with my brother and mother.

I sat at the front terrace of the house while patting my dogs.

A simple prayer

Dear God,

Thank you for letting me go through today. It's not only today but yesterday and the day before as well, I mean everyday.

The anger within my heart

It explodes, that anger in my heart.
I am angry to myself but the worst part is I can't control it because I think that someone deserve that anger from me.

My Second Home

Malaysia, Yes, I had been here for almost five days and time passed so fast. I had been struggling with my heart about the decision to come back here, and I made the right decision to come back here before going back to the real reality of life. 

Being The First Child

I am the first child, the eldest and my parents used to said this, "You are the first so do it."