Check-Mate

So today, a person (let's just call him an acquaintance) asked me and my brother to send his stuff via Go*** app. And after we completed what he requested, we gave the stuff to the driver and the driver did his job.

After 2 hours of passing time and knowing that the stuff should be delivered to him, we got a message from him saying that the driver was impolite and asking parking money in addition when clearly there was no parking area in my house and the driver was obviously telling a lie. And this acquaintance demanded us to resolve this problem.

New Habit

So I have started to pick this new running habit and it is hard, honestly. It is hard to show up and give it your all, especially when temptation like rain, period, priority and time are demanding for attention.

Even when I have set up schedule, it is still hard to do it. The hard part comes also from my very self. 

Embrace The Gaps

A grip too hard
A heart too stubborn
A mind too straightforward

You see yourself worthy

Quite An Experience.

Some weeks ago, I decided to have this rock climbing session at Tebing Parang, Purwakarta. I decided to try this new challenges. I don't think much of when deciding to join this challenges. I just thought it will be almost the same as hiking where you deal with nature.

Some Change isn't So Bad

The rhythmical melody of the pouring rain

Engulf her room and her thoughts

She write down her very first sentence to herself

"What are you thinking?"

It Changes So Fast

Sometimes, a relationship can change so fast just because of small misunderstandings or broken promises.

Advices

About a couple of weeks ago, I had a very random chat with one of my colleagues in the office. We chatted about coffee, work life, experience, and many more. Then I was quite surprise with her reply when I was giving her some advice, "Yes. I definitely agree. You know what, I think all the advice you are giving to me will be tested back to you".

A Young Man and A Doctor

Here's a story of a young man and a doctor.

One fine afternoon, a young man went to a doctor with his parents for a frequent check up on his health. 

Definition of A Good Life

What's a definition of a good life?

My personal opinion on this matter is to have your heart and mind at peace. There is no need to worry for tomorrow for tomorrow has its own problems. 

You Don't Always Know Where You Are Heading

"You just can't stand it when things don't go your way, but you've got no control over what happens anyway." -James Morrison, Please Don't Stop The Rain

Wandering Alone...

Wandering alone in the sea of people.

The noises, the heat, the conversation in front of me keep going on without a break. These noises are without doubt the essence of life, but they are also what causes the disturbance of the mind.

Out There

Once again I decided to step into the working world.

The last 3 months, I have been doing a few freelance jobs and of course enjoy life the way I want it without any real commitment, this sounds more like holidaying. The reason for doing that was to allow myself to escape from the working world for a moment, although I believe the escape route is short and temporary (at least for me).

Why You Always Feel Like Crap

Recently I have been watching Supernatural Season 8, and the scene where Dean, the older brother, unable to achieve what he wants and everything turns out to be unexpected, I totally get it.
Especially when he says "I feel like crap"

The Prime Purpose In Life

Human naturally are selfish beings. 

We want people to understand our needs, we want them to make us as their first priority.

We often forget that the people who are trying to understand us are also a human with limit.

A Break

It's been a year since I started my journey as an official writer in a company in Jakarta. Although I am still far from perfect, but at least I don't regret my decision in joining this company. 

It's Time

An overwhelming feeling engulf me
Every fiber of my being shout to let go
Let go of the uneasy presence

The Gregarious Life

Just a few days I was thinking about the wish I had been making in my heart.
Well, it is coming true now, but for some reason I am not that happy.

Move On

There are people in this world that can't move on. Or should I say refuse to move on.

They love their past too much that they can't accept the realty of the present anymore.

No Voice

We don't talk.

Although there is this unsettling feeling after the high tone we have used to each other.

We just embrace silence.

Silence has become a refuge for the heart and mind. 

Our Time Together

Every time you look at me, I know there is a hidden massage behind those beautiful eyes because

you always look at me profoundly.