Testing Patience day

Today was really d day where my patience being tested almost in all the things.

1st: I went to meet up with a few of my friends and some new friends since they said they wanna have some fun together. So i decided to join along. Took a bus to one of the busway station to meet up with them. i have told the bus conductor to stop at that station and end up it stopped quite far away from that station which made me have to walk back to that station. Kinda make me a little bit "angry".

2nd: After meeting them, we went to a park, well that park is not so nice and the worst thing is we go there do nothing just sit and sleep around and wasting our time under a very extreme hot weather. =.= 

for me lepak-ing is fine but the one make me "amaze" is they are "sun bathing" under a very extreme hot sun. kinda make my patience increase to level 1. But still able to control it.

3rd: one of my friend, keep on annoyed  me with this "boyfriend" thingy.. ask me all the details and interrogate me nonstop. Kinda feel annoyed and somehow my patience increase to level 2.

4th: my bro offer to fetch me after i finish meeting with my friends. Well kinda feel no need at first but at the end i accept the offer. So we promise to meet in front of the church next to my high school. But end up he didnt show up and i have waited for him for 4 hours standing, feeling tired. At that time my patience is already at level 6. I really feel very very impatient and annoyed. Have been trying to contact him but unable to contact him. His lousy BB "die" coz kena d rain, so clever la him not put inside his bag =.=zzz

5th: since my mom asked me to buy a new sim card number, so i plan to buy a new sim card number in a cellular store in front of the church, but end up the seller go some where else and i was told to wait by the people there for a while. Their for a while is 30min ++.....  =.=zzzz 

i give up buying the new sim card number and go back home direct using bus. my patience level is already 7 at that time. 

6th: since its late at night already, the traffic is really terrible. jam everywhere. I almost spend 1 hour in the bus to reach the terminal(Lebak Bulus). really tired at that time and also my whole leg pain.. but what else can i do, i should wait "patiently" in the terrible traffic,squeezing myself in the bus and enduring my leg pain =.=zzzz

patience level increase to 8 already at that time.

7th: finally reach the terminal and i took angkot(angkutan kota) which is a public transport to go to my house. kinda jam but not so jam. stop by at the drugstore to get medicine and then continue my journey back home. As i reached my destination, i paid the driver and he hold my hand.. =.= the way he hold it is like trying to hold like a couple -.- immediately i pull away my hand. damn it! =.= make me even more pissed off =.=''

and because of him, all the car horn at me =.=zzz.. really la i really really feel like wanna explode.. =.= 

Finally i reached home, and at that time my brother is at my room, well i scolded him but at the other hand i also kinda worried about him coz he didn't even reply my message, and negative thoughts entering my mind when i was waiting for him. Glad he is back home safely but i really angry at him =.= make me wait for nothing and summore not even trying to contact. zzzz really la =.=

Sigh... but today i feel kinda able to control my patience although feel like wanna shout out loud to someone and explode.

If i look at the good side its actually not really a bad thing. hmmm... i guess i learn a "good" lesson today.. :)