something happening...

i am not there, so i dunno what was really happening.. i dunno what has happened and what was the reason of those things that has happened.. i don't know..

i just can hear the stories... to believe or not... this is the thing that i need to choose.. 

heard the stories and looking at how did it happen for this past few days, i still feel it was something that not supposed to happen.. 

temper, tears, guilt, depression, worried, regret, hopeless feeling all mix to one kind of feeling... and that is what they feel...

i just hope everything is fine.. i want to be there so much... but is really impossible... God bless them.. always..