Dear The Future Me

Hey, how are you dear future me? I just wish you are doing good and get what you want. You are part of me that lives in another time frame, and I do not think I will meet you. But we can get a long with this letter, okay?

I am writing this letter to you, to express the current feeling inside of me, well you feel this before you know, and I want you to give me a better advice on the things that I am currently doing. I know you didn't forget this.

I am working now and still under training, this is the very first time I enter to the working world where eveything is tough, and what I need to do is to adapt and learn as fast as I could. There are many things that do not go as what I expected at first.

Learning about medicine and product in depth. Well, I failed miserably and still trying to survive. Knowledge is important in the medical line.

Learning to encourage myself when there is a lot of people trying to influence me with their negative energy. Well, I feel it is not good for me since it drained out most of my energy and it is exhausting.
Learning to teach. Well, I think I failed in this as well, but still working on it.
Learning to manage your time extra wisely.
Learning to speak up.

Well most of it, you failed miserably you know. You still remember right?

and, you know what, your parents(mine as well) do not agree with the job that I am currently doing and there is a lot of cons. But still eventually I am the one who decide, and I am the one that giving out my best in the work that I think it is worth it.

Although I failed miserably, I still hang on there, trying to survive. But then I try to think again about what I really want. The job that I am currently doing, well at first is tough but as times goes I am getting more and more used to this, it is just one thing that I am thinking "I don't think I want this job for the rest of my life."

Dear future, you remember this moment, right? the moment where you tried to survive every hard situation outside your comfort zone. I believe you still remember. I am facing this now. How about you? What are you facing?

But future, you need to know, I am still doing good here, although its tough. I still smile although it is tiring.
But more importantly, I am still giving my best. I believe this job, the work that I am currently doing is part of learning for me. A learning session in order to grow.

I believe you - the future me, also agree on that.

Dear future, this chapter is ending soon. And I will start another new chapter. You have faced this earlier than me, I wonder what's next. I wish you could give me a hint.

Well, that's it for now.

Regards,

The Present Me.