The Gregarious Life

Just a few days I was thinking about the wish I had been making in my heart.
Well, it is coming true now, but for some reason I am not that happy.

I don't know why.

Perhaps because this is not what I expect it to be. This month I have three out-nings that I never expect. In my mind, I just want an escape once in a while, not three in a rows.

Honestly, I am easily exhausted with continuous trips and out-nings.Well, yeah I appreciate my solitude time more than anything and I don't fancy gregarious activities too much.

But as usual once you make a promise, it is not that easy to break-it off (at least for me) because I keep my word. But for some reason, I think calling it off seem like the right thing to do. Yes, the right thing to do for myself.

So I think I will just fulfill my promises and enjoy it, then at least reward myself with more relaxation and solitude time.