The last 3 months, I have been doing a few freelance jobs and of course enjoy life the way I want it without any real commitment, this sounds more like holidaying. The reason for doing that was to allow myself to escape from the working world for a moment, although I believe the escape route is short and temporary (at least for me).
There were many times during those "holiday" times, I feel mixed feelings of negative and positive. Of course these feelings came probably because I was in my comfort zone for quite some time.
But now, here I am putting myself out there once again.
And once again the survival rate is unknown.
Often times, I feel scared. Scared of not meeting expectations, scared of failure, and so on.
Sometime I wonder why as a human I have to feel these type of feelings, I wonder why I have to always take a risk out there even when I do not know everything. And of course there is always this tempting thought that encourage me to quit. To leave this risky zone and go back to my comfort zone.
I can't deny it because it is something within my mind.
But as always, a human will always have a choice. You can choose to listen to that small and soft whisper in your heart to move forward despite not knowing where the journey will lead you or that loud thought of quitting and going back to your paradise.
Once again, out there, I faced these two voices again.
A reminder.
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