Engulf her room and her thoughts
She write down her very first sentence to herself
"What are you thinking?"
She does not understand why she is writing those words
She only know that her mind is full of thoughts
Thoughts that she can't really comprehend
"What now?" she says that to herself in her heart
The melodious sound of the piano whispers slowly to her ears
She feel lost and confuse
She doesn't know why does she feel that all of the sudden
"Why are you feeling that?" she asks herself quietly
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It is not that easy to understand yourself, especially if you are in a very sensitive mood. Learning to understand yourself is to discover things that makes even you surprise. I am surprise that I'm changing little by little.
I used to hate the crowd just because I can't really fit in or understand a single topic they are discussing, but now I just accept it as it is and enjoy it. It is not necessary for me to please everyone by killing myself. I will not force myself because it is exhausting.
I used to think my jokes are silly. But now, I will just say it. Because I always end up with people that appreciate it and even jokes back which I think it is silly but nice to have.
I used to think old people are quite tiring to deal with since I don't really understand their way of thinking, but now when they tell their stories to me about life and everything in between, I found myself enjoying it. Honestly, I am easily amazed with their way of seeing and comprehending things. They are unique.
That's to name a few. Well, I guess some change isn't that bad.
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