The Same Day

My morning is as usual as it is.

It's 5 am.

Tired and I have no urge to separate myself from my bed. Every fibre of my being despise waking up before 7 am. However, this morning is a little different. My thought utters four words "Today is the day" that make me wake up. These words are my alarm today.

I grab my towel and take a shower. 

After done preparing myself, Mom is there preparing my lunch box. She, as always wake up earlier than me and has finished preparing herself. 

Then she said "A little late today should be okay, right?" I just nod and I know she is expecting me to "relax and take your time" but in fact my morning habit still die hard. I will take my lunch box and head out to the car in the garage and wait for Mom. 

It's 5.35 am. The usual time to go to office. Mom's taking some time and we end up going at 5.55 am.

I arrive at the office around 6.35 am. The usual time and I am honestly still tired but my curiosity wins over my tiredness. I am curious about what feeling I will feel today.

For the past one year, I had been feeling numerous type of feelings in every tasks I do each day.

But today is different. I don't feel anything. I do feel happy but at the same time I feel normal.

Today's activities are also normal and at the end of the day it is still the same day for me though what's different is my thoughts.