Today's Contemplation

There are people who can immediately blend with others very well.

But don't forget there are people who takes time to blend in with others.

Also there are people who are more comfortable with themselves, so they ignore other people.

For me, I can be in any category depends on the people or person I'm facing.

Having a relationship with people is important, I know that. But when comes with being comfortable, then I think there are only a few people that I can count into the comfortable category. Because I can't feel comfortable with everyone. 

Being kind is necessary. So just be kind although you can't get along very well with everyone. 

You Don't Always Know Where You Are Heading

"You just can't stand it when things don't go your way, but you've got no control over what happens anyway." -James Morrison, Please Don't Stop The Rain

Wandering Alone...

Wandering alone in the sea of people.

The noises, the heat, the conversation in front of me keep going on without a break. These noises are without doubt the essence of life, but they are also what causes the disturbance of the mind.

Out There

Once again I decided to step into the working world.

The last 3 months, I have been doing a few freelance jobs and of course enjoy life the way I want it without any real commitment, this sounds more like holidaying. The reason for doing that was to allow myself to escape from the working world for a moment, although I believe the escape route is short and temporary (at least for me).

Uncertainty

"Let go the things that are not meant for you, if its meant for you it will come back"

I have difficulty in letting go of some things, this is because I have invested my time on it. So I am reluctant to let go, when some times it is the right thing to do for my own being.

Why You Always Feel Like Crap

Recently I have been watching Supernatural Season 8, and the scene where Dean, the older brother, unable to achieve what he wants and everything turns out to be unexpected, I totally get it.
Especially when he says "I feel like crap"

The Prime Purpose In Life

Human naturally are selfish beings. 

We want people to understand our needs, we want them to make us as their first priority.

We often forget that the people who are trying to understand us are also a human with limit.