Tears

It's been a while since I last shed a tear. I wonder if I have become such a crybaby. I never realized this side of me. Perhaps, I do realize but I push it away.

But I can't anymore because I realize it is part of me. I have been watching and reading a lot lately. This is an entertainment for me. But then, I began to have this urge to cry when I feel the story, the meaning behind it. Especially when it is sad or happy.

I have read some books and I really cry for it. It's like I can feel their sadness. I can feel it, and it is so intense.
And I am giving my tears for the happy part of the story too, it's just too wonderful and amazing.

I do think it is embarrassing to cry for that, but then, I feel comfortable with this.
I am sure there is a time to cry. Even if its not the eyes that cry, the heart does and when it is felt, it is totally heartwarming or heartbreaking.

And both of them are really wonderful.