Sometimes, I am wondering what God is trying to tell me through my life? And no matter how hard I seek for the answers, I just couldn't figure it out. It's strange when I think my life is just a boring one, then I experience a fast change that makes me speechless and confuse. And make me stop a while and think "What are all of these God? Why I should feel this?"
A couple of weeks ago, I have this adrenaline rush moment where everything happen too fast. Too fast for my brain to process and too fast for my heart to accept. Yes, really too fast.
I got a call from my brother and a shocking one, and just right at that moment I can feel my body as cold as ice. Not long from that day, I got a text from my mom, and it is also a shocking one. I know bad things do happen but it happens two times in a row and I couldn't think of anything else. What I feel is a huge impact to my heart.
I couldn't figure out the answer but what else can be done when acceptance is the last resort for me. I know everything happen for a reason, and these two bad things I do not know the reason behind it. But then I understand too that life moves forward no matter what. What I can learn from these two bad things that had happened to my family is acceptance and gratefulness.
It is not easy to accept the things that don't go your way, but to support this, gratefulness is the key to accept it. When you are grateful, you accept the things that has happened without any burden, and that is when you will start moving forward. Although I still vaguely understand what is the reason behind this, but I know everything is okay now, and that is the important part.
Someday, I will understand the reason clearly, so for now let's move forward with all the memories and lessons.
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