Treat from Best Friend: Choc Milk Tea

It's been a while since I drink milk tea. Currently, Malaysia is in a midst of introducing taiwanese bubble drinks. So far I have tried Ochado, Chatime, 27 C, and today with a treat from my bf, I tried gong cha. 

Morning Inspiration: Secret

Short Trip to Johor & Melacca

It was a five days four nights trip. I consider this as a short holiday trip before I go back to my hometown for good. 

Embracing My Girl Side

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I was born as a girl, but where is my girl side? I don’t fancy dresses, high heels, or fashion. I am not addicted to them. I can live without them. I used to question myself, why am I not interested in these kinds of things? Even when comes to choosing clothes for myself, I will still choose T-shirt.

Thoughtful Night

I was planning to go to bed, but my attention was captured by a very simple article that carried a very deep meaning. The meaning of love. 

Lucky

After waking up from my sleep in the morning, I saw my grandpa repairing the toilet ceiling. As usual, the old people think that they are still young enough to do the work. I am wondering whether I will be like them or not when I grow old. hmmm. (I have half of their gene.) 

Movie Review: Rise Of The Guardians

Santa Claus, Easter Bunny, Tooth Fairy, Sand Man and Jack Frost are real!

Think First

New Beginning

Time flies so fast. It's just felt like it was yesterday I enter this company, and now is the time to end it. 

Definition of Moving On

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Perhaps, moving on is more to accepting the fact that everything has changed. What do you think?

Hectic Day: Shopping at a Mall!

Shopping can be a war sometimes.

Just Ask, Don't Assume.

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Recently, I keep in touch with a high school friend of mine. He was someone who used to fill my days with happiness in high school. My purpose to keep in touch with him is to know what he currently doing, and how is everything going on. I used to care for him as a special person, but now I care for him as an ordinary friend.

On Being More Patient

Differences are there to show one another tolerance. I am on learning to be more patient.

Dear Dream, What Are You Trying To Say?

If a dream is a message, then what my dream is trying to say? 

To Listen

It is Sunday with a gloomy sky. She decided to go to a coffee shop. This whole week has been a busy and tiring week yet enjoyable for her.

Promise Yourself

Fun Part of Gossiping

Gossip surely is a very interesting topic in the office environment. Everybody wants to know the latest rumors, they don't care whether its the truth or not, as long as it is entertaining, it is good enough for them. 

Courage

"Even if I fail, it doesn't mean that I'm a failure. I will still stand up though I fall thousand times."

Dog, The Human Best Friend

Picture by: Anagha Loghande

Do you notice that a dog can change someone life?

My Grandparents

It was breakfast. I went downstairs to have my breakfast. Just when I entered the kitchen, I saw her, my grandma. She was boiling the water. As I greeted her with a good morning, she asked me to have the breakfast. She has prepared it, not only for me but for everyone.

Busy Sunday

My Sunday is celebrated with “homework”. I should be doing this on Friday, but thanks to the lazy me, I delay it and, now I have to pressure myself to finish this. My Sunday is no longer free for this week, instead it is busy.

Choosing A Birthday Gift

Throughout my life, choosing a birthday gift for anyone has never been a problem for me. Yet, this time, I have a problem choosing one for my best friend. I never have difficulty in choosing for her, because I know her. But reality doesn't go that way. Something inside of me changed, while I was looking for a birthday gift for her.

Why smile?

To smile is to show the simple gesture of kindness
To smile is to make others smile
To smile is to start a conversation
To smile is to be strong

Clubbing, in the name of fun.

To certain people clubbing is an entertainment to their life. It’s a fun thing to do. But what’s the definition of fun for that by the way?

Random Thoughts: The Rain

It's Saturday. The weekend where people would want to spend their time relaxing. Either going out or staying at home.

And for me, I will stay at home because of the weather.

Genuine Compliment :)

"You look like a gangster" boss said (with a laugh)

Just a smile.

I'm at the point where thousands of "why" question being thrown to me. 

It doesn't matter if I don't share the answer because this answer is about myself and God. It's a personal answer.

Movie Review: Hotel Transylvania

Bored at home? Go to the nearest cinema and watch this movie! It's definitely worth to watch.

I have been looking forward to the weekend this week to watch this movie. So finally I watched it today morning and it was an awesome movie. 

Don't Give Up

Lesson Learned From An Old Friend

We all had that one good friend that change our life drastically and made us the person who we are today.

Mid Autumn Festival Celebration

It's the mid-autumn festival day. Have been spending this Chinese celebration three times and this is the forth time I spend it with my family here in Malaysia.
How I wish, my family in my home town can come here and celebrate the moon cake festival together. Too bad it's not possible for now.

Book Review: The five people you meet in Heaven

Eddie is a lonely war veteran who works in a theme park.

On his eighty three birthday, he dies in a tragic accident trying to save a little girl from a falling cart in the theme park.

Novels.

The old feeling came back when I start to read novels or stories.

Chris Tomlin Song :D

P/S: Tolerance is needed when dealing with people :)

Pain

I'm having this pain for two days already and it's really uncomfortable. 

Whenever I carry my bag or laptop I got this aching at my back especially near my lower left shoulder part.

Meeting My Ex-classmate

Today, the bright sunshine woke me up by shining brightly through my room window. It's morning and I looked at the time. It's 9 a.m. I didn't have the urge to move out from my bed for a few minutes. Then, I started forcing myself to wake up.

"Holiday Trip" I want you!

My heart wants to travel so much...  I need a holiday trip to some foreign country or places.

Emails and Blogs

Gosh... The first time in my life I have to handle hundreds of emails with explosive reply everyday.. And the best thing is I need to send 20 email per day to 20 bloggers.. A target that must be achieved everyday.. It's crazy because I need to know the proper words to use to communicate.. 

Looking at you

Imagination + resisting-to-not-sleep mode: on... 

Movie Review: Facing the giants

A day off and I spent it watching some movies from my external hard-disk. Well, I choose this movie Facing the Giants and I watched this movie two times today. Perhaps, I will watch it one more time before I go to sleep today. 

Spending Time with God

Just a few hours ago I read an article with the title of "When is Worship Real?" at Relevant Magazine and it made me think of what I am doing every Sunday: Going to church. The article basically is saying about worshipping and spending time with God and your heart is really in it. Going to church and spending your time singing with your hand held high or kneeing down and cry but your heart is not there, it is all meaningless.  

A Weird Dream

There is something weird with my dream... 2 days ago, I dreamed about the past and in the dream it seems that I was very happy. Don't know why that feeling is so strong. The happiness that I felt in my dream, I felt it too when I wake up. .It's like the me in my dream is transferring the happiness to the me in reality. It's too real.. 

First Weekend of September

First Weekend on September! This is the day where most people will love it and look forward to it. Especially for those people who have spent their Monday till Friday busy doing their work or studies. 

And I am one of them. Actually I'm looking forward to the weekend. lol!

Writers

Blank.
I don't know what to write. All I know is I need to write something. But how? 
pouring your thoughts into a piece of paper is not easy... Getting the idea of something you see, read or imagine is easy but translating it into words is not easy.

Random Post on Sept :D

Yesterday while going for late lunch together with my sifu(s), they asked me some random serious question "what do you want to be when I grow up?" Well kinda funny because I never felt any difference between the old me which is 5 years ago and the me now. The difference is now I began to understand what is really like to live life with the concept of moving on with joy and knowing how to react towards it. :)

Sunday Inspiration: I lift my hand

The Feeling

Gazing at the sky and listening to music while sitting at the park... the sun is setting down..

My mind full of indescribable thoughts that words can't describe..

After A Long Time

The story that we shared, the story that only two of us knew

I cannot erase it, I cannot abandon it, I cannot forget it

Looking around these street after a long time

When I pass by the street, the fond memories

I keep remembering and stop walking

Hari Raya with "The Shack"

Well Hari Raya is just around the corner and this is how I spend my weekend this week. :) 

I don't have the urge to go out from my house and yeah I'm being anti-social for now. lol

Random video about Jesus :)

Memories Wont Die

I have this conversation with one of my beloved friend, I was surprised when she said "I will burn all the memories and I will not remember it."
What a determination she has in those words, but still I know it wont be easy. To be honest it's never easy unless you have amnesia. 

Phone call from stranger...

Yesterday night around 2 am, my parents received some unknown phone call from a stranger. My dad answered that phone call and the stranger told them that I was abducted because of drugs and the other thing was the stranger threaten my dad to make some $$ deal. Due to that, my family panic, and yeah they tried calling me but I didn't answer because I was already in a deep sleep at home on my beloved bed... 

Unfair..

Putting effort in it.. Killing me when I'm doing it and I gave my all when I'm doing it yet it's not what I expected the result..

Why ? even after putting so much effort I din achieve what I want... Is it because I din work hard enough?
or did I do many mistakes? 

haizzzzzzzz....

Some good talks :)

Theme Park

Went to play at a theme park today with cousins and brother. Well its been a while and somehow I enjoy it so much. I feel the fun and excitement.

One day...

There is one day where you will feel life is more special than you thought. You realize that everything that has happened randomly and unexpectedly surprising during that one day, somehow makes you happy and gives warm in your heart. And at that point of time, you will feel like God has given you a precious gift and you feel peace in mind and heart.

One day trip to Melacca

Due to the many laziness reason my brother gave me, the plans that I make for him almost all fail. Well he doesn't want to go to those sight seeing places, all he care is the food. And another thing he wants exercise more such as badminton. -.-

Quote of a day.

"You have to questions everything that you learn"

How to Love

how today starts..

Today, early in the morning, I woke up and started my day with making time for God: praying and read bible as always. 

And as I pray today I feel the peaceful in my heart and I know that this is good. 

Quote from Nicholas Sparks

Nicholas Sparks: a successful novel writer. Most of his novels is about life.. the meaning of life with the mixture of love and situation in life where there will be challenges, bumps, and so on. There will be no easy road, but that is life. You have to work for it and face it no matter what. 

Bro-Sis time

Hahahahaha... It's always fun for me to be together with my brothers... Although sometime it makes me feel like wanna explode in certain things but eventually I will enjoy my time with them so much...

Suddenly...

Suddenly something appeared in my mind where I started to think what I have done previously...
This stuff appears after I read some book in book store today and yeah... It was a mistake that I have done..

BIG :D

Recently I have been watching this Korean drama and the title is BIG. This drama is recommended by my friend. Seriously thanked her. ;)

It's seriously a very funny movie hahaha It's a comedy mix with romance and some fantasy hehe.. Unique,, Its almost the same like Secret Garden, but this is definitely better :D

Family

I miss my family so much... 
Hearing their voice, seeing their faces... although its just through v-call I really miss them.. How I wish I can be with them now...

Meeting him

I met him.. The person that once I have cherish with my heart.. and to be honest I still cherish him now.. I know being his friend is the only option I got and yes, I guess that will be great.. 

Why... Why...

A very very random thoughts.... 

Why did he do this to me? Did I do many things wrong? I know I am not a good or nice person.. I know I am never perfect, I have a lot of weaknesses and yet I am still learning to be a better person. I tried to change myself to what he wants but seems he didn't really see that. 

Quote 3

"In certain situation crushing yourself will be a good thing to do if you are doing the right thing"

Random Thinking

Well perhaps the changes starts now. I guess I was being trained to be alone and I will definitely get over this as well... 

:)

God bless me tom for my interview. Hope everything goes well. :)

The End of June.

This end of June, I have a few "surprises" that are considered unexpected perhaps.. :P 

Quote 2.

"Love is about giving wholeheartedly. If it comes back to you, be happy and grateful but if it doesn't come back to you be happy and grateful as well" :)

Quote 1.

God has given you that precious gift that He knows you need it, yet you are expecting something that He doesn't give you. The reason why He doesn't give you what you expect is because He knows what's the best for you, Appreciate every single blessing that God gives.

~SS~

Thought

Sometimes, I just miss the old times... seems now those old times are just memories... 

perhaps they will only exist in my mind now,, not reality... 

reality has changed everything... well then people do change as well... 

FYP thingy: should I be happy about it?

Here it is,, I have that mini heart attack when I receive an email from the APIIT admin regarding my FYP presentation matter today.

hmmm,, understanding me?

You don't need to understand what I want or why am I like that because I do not force you to understand it. :)

Its not something that need to be understand because what I want is something that I want and how I see that something. Its not how you see it. :) 

and why am I like that is because its me, that's why I'm like that. 

an understanding about me is not needed because I don't wish to be understood :)

Final Year Exam bye bye

9th of June was the last day of my exam,, and the last exam paper which marks the end of final year exam. I got that kind of feeling after finishing my exam, where it is going to be different next.. and its tougher for me.. 

But still have to move on.. 

Personality traits based on birth order...

Okay.. I know I have to be studying right now but somehow what I study is something that is still unclear to me.. haizzzz..

But since I'm feeling "angry", so I read something else which is not related to my exam tomorrow.

I found some articles about personality traits linked to birthorder. 

Check this out.... 

Wedding dinner

On 3/6/12, there is a wedding dinner and I have to attend it. Its not forced to attend but I was expected to attend it. The wedding dinner is at Tropicana club near to grandma house. 

many horrible incidents happening...

Recently there are few horrible incident happens in Malaysia. Robbery, kidnapping, rape and all those crime incident and most of it related to girlssss...

To be honest it quite affect my mind. I felt a little bit "scared" due to some horrible incident that has happen to me almost one year ago.. these few days, I cant stop thinking about those latest incident that has happened....

expect less

No matter how much you love a person just expect less from them. Because the moment you want more is the moment you demand for everything that person has.

Remember one thing, the person you love does not only focus on you. He/she has his/her own life. he/she got a family, got a brother, got a sister, got best friends or friends and so on.

You are part of his/her life but not entirely his life so give your love without expecting or demanding more from the person you love.

its going to be a tough final year exam..

Soon. Very soon will face this... just another 2 more days...

XS

Its buffer week and here I am doing notes for exam and here I am also having assignment that need to be done before 25th of May. This is my last assignment and the due date is on the 25th of May.

KL Towerthon Day - 19/5/2012

Okay this is how I spent my weekend last week. After having a hectic weeks of assignment deadline, I decided to relieve myself from the pressuring time that I get from myself. Well here it is KL Towerthon day. Its my first time going there.

Sometimes its better to be silent...

You know, sometimes when everyone is happy and you have one problem that you know you can handle but will cause worry and unhappy feeling to the people you love if you tell them.. then being quiet perhaps will be the best options.. 

is it wrong?

Is it wrong to help when I can help?
Is it wrong to try my best when I know I can?
Is it wrong to stay calm when what I can do is not letting anger control me?
Is it wrong to just be myself?
Is it wrong to think about now more than the future?
Is it wrong to endure all the feeling inside the heart ?

Unexpected event on 28-April-2012

This year I didn't expect anything.. I didn't expect to have a surprise even its for a while since everyone is busy with their work and schedule. Moreover, its Bersih rally day. So I thought there is no way for any event during this day.

FYP Submission..

Finally this stage comes. As usual all the third year students need to submit their Final Year Project as a part of finishing their course. 

And here it is, my completed final year project. 

Somehow, I will just take the lesson behind it..

I know complaining don't really solve anything, so i guess taking the lesson behind a situation that has happen will make you feel much better......

Being kind effect?

Sometimes when we are kind to someone, they tend to think that they are special and they want more of your kindness. So they start with "I want this... from you,,  I want that.... from you".. 

nice song :)

Easter :)

Easter is just right in front of us! :)

Understanding

Everyone want to be understood but not everyone wants to be understanding.

something that we expect others to do to us.

Book review: The Dark Taste of Rapture

This novel is about an agent who has an abnormal abilities that can kill people and melts anything instantly by burning them through a touch. His ability restricted him from touching anyone until one woman has come to attract and tempt him. She is a rich  and a very charming woman with a dark and vulnerable past. She has tempted him and he has to put more effort in resisting her because he wants her so badly. 

far..

Its going to be further than what we had now..

I guess there is no more now.. 

It will be just another further from now stuff... 

The distance is getting longer.. well if this is normal, then a strong heart is the solution to overcome this...

it starts again..

Damn.. everytime when i feel like i have to do it and this is the only chance that i have, my heart does not fully agree with me and my mind starts to give me all the negative thoughts.. damn.. 

I know i should do it but why la i must have those thoughts.. XS XS XS 

everytime also like this.. 

gotta resist it and have to do it.. 

fuih.... relax.. Everything is going to be okay.

Taking a deep breath and exhale it... inhale it and exhale it again... 

Ok everything is going to be okay... Relax.. Relax... 

Don't worry about what will happen tomorrow or the next next day... Whatever happens is part of God plan's.taking a deep breath again... fuih....


Relax girl.. relax... 

How often.....

How often in life we forget to be thankful for what we have? 

How often in life we tend to feel we don't deserve to live? 

How often in life we remember every single mistake that someone did instead of remembering the good deeds that person has done? 

How often have u done that?

...

Lending your ears to other so that they can release their uncomfortable feeling through talking is something very interesting..

Thursday thoughts: Random songs ;)

Part of the lyrics: "I look at you, you look at me
I look away, so you can't see
I'm dreamin of you
And you don't even know
You don't even know"

Part of the lyrics:  "And hours and hours go by we talk on and on

but we never get tired from all the love

to every night for all the time that is to come

know that you are my only one"

Part of the lyrics: "I wanna do something better with the time I've been given

I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life "

Part of the lyrics: "So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it's safe to say baby, safe to say

That I'm officially missing you"

Its the heart...

Heart consist of thousands of feeling... it can feel all the feelings that people have done to u...
it is so fragile.. it is so easy to be torn into pieces... even u said u have a strong heart but eventually u will still feel the pain... A pain that ur body will not feel but ur heart will no matter how strong ur heart is... 

:)

"~Life is short and simple! 

~Mistakes is called experienced! 

~Feel Good Anyway! 

~Feel it! 

~Understand yourself!"

The Greatest Commandment

Then one of the scribes came near and heard the Sadducees arguing with one another. He saw how well Jesus answered them, so he asked him, “Which commandment is the most important of them all?”

Jesus answered, “The most important is, ‘Hear, O Israel, the Lord our God is one Lord, and you must love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.’The second is this: ‘You must love your neighbor as yourself.’ No other commandment is greater than these.”

Then the scribe said to him, “Well said, Teacher! You have told the truth that ‘God is one, and there is no other besides him. To love him with all your heart, with all your understanding, and with all your strength, and to love your neighbor as yourself is more important than all the burnt offerings and sacrifices.”

When Jesus saw how wisely the man answered, he told him, “You are not far from the kingdom of God.” After that, no one dared to ask him another question.

- Matthew 22:34-40; Luke 10:25-28

nightmare...

These few days, I have nightmare during my sleep for few times. Made me wake up from my sleep and unable to sleep comfortably after that.

I dunno what does this mean... is this some kind of bad sign or what? no idea... 

Since it happened for a few times dy, maybe this will be a sign..

This is quite disturbing me because it forces me to wake up before the time to wake up... =.= 

These nightmares that I have for a few times, related to betrayal. Its related to me betraying someone and i dunno who. Its weird to have this kind of nightmare a few times... 

sigh.. Hopefully,, everything is fine... 

Happy Valentine day!

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.”
 - 1 Corinthians 13:4

Happy Valentine Day! :) 

Exploding

Dunno y  i feel like exploding....
i feel like shouting...

50 years anniversary.... ^^

Its so good to see old peoples especially husband and wife that grows old and still together. :)
They are happy because of the togetherness, the time they spend together taking care of each other, knowing each other weaknesses and still accept each other, loving each other, doing things together and so on.


A 50 years of anniversary is a golden age for a husband and wife marriage. After facing life together and reach this stage, they know that life has completed because they have each other and go through life together. :) 


I am happy for my grandparents that has reached their 50 years marriage anniversary. :)
wish them all the best in everything.^^

i wish i can stop d time now...

Another few more days and i ll be back to my "reality"...

another hour has passed... another minute has passed...

I wish I can stop d time now.... 

Chinese New Year Eve..

As usual celebrating CNY eve in my hometown with my beloved family is different with celebrating in Malaysia. :)
The feel is different. hehe.

Well nothing much here, just have a dinner and prepare some foods for tomorrow. The Chinese new year day. :D

Fruits: Orange

Dodol :)

Bolu cake

Going to add some brownies again. :) hehe

Happy chinese new year everyone :)

Have a great year!

The feeling of losing someone dear to you...

Recently, there are so many people who lose their beloved ones. Someone who is so dear to them. Some of their beloved ones are in the hospital lying down in a coma condition and the chances of saving their life is almost gone from what the doctor said.

A friend of mine keeps on praying for her beloved niece to recover from this incurable cancer disease. I help her pray as well. Wishing the best for her niece. I see her and her family sad and worry. Very worry. 

One of my uncle was being called to God side. My cousins feels the sad and regretful feeling the most and so deep. Feel pity for them. But still i wish them to stay strong. 

Another thing, someone told me that he is scared to visit a friend of his who is coma in the hospital and nearly death. The reason is, he is scared that his coma friend will die when he visit her. Scared, sad and regret.

Start to feel regret of why when she / he is still healthy we didn't appreciate them or love them? Why we didn't talk more to them? All the regretful feeling comes to your heart. 

You start thinking that you should have done this and that...... but your thinking does not change anything now.

Appreciate and cherish your beloved ones and the person you care and love the most before its too late. You never know when they ll leave you or when will God call them.

Unexpected.. very unexpected...

Knowing, that person has done wrong and u have lost ur patient towards them and start scolding them. Every word that come out from ur word can turn something that is already bad become even worst.

Another thing is when u lost ur temper u tend to not think clearly. Ur mind are partially dead. The feeling of anger is controlling u. We forgot that when we scold someone we forget their feeling. They can feel angry, hurt or maybe depressed. we forget the feeling of hurting someone, someone that we love. 

I realize something today that saying sorry whole heartedly maybe its not an easy thing to do. Need encouragement, facts that u have done wrong, letting ur ego down, and controlling ur feeling. Especially the feeling of wanting to shout or angry. This happens right in front of my eyes.

I don't know that, a sincere sorry can be so hard to say. Maybe its because ur heart don't want to do it. But why? u know u have done wrong, u know it so clear. U hurt someone and what u do is to say sorry sincerely from ur heart not simply say and promise u wont hurt them anymore. Isn't that what u should do to someone u love? 

A big ego is not something that u shld have when u have done something wrong. A sincere apology and promise that u wont do it again.. its the thing that u should do. This will show that u r truly a gentleman. Not a coward. Don't be angry because u know that u have done wrong and they want to correct u. Thanked them because they still care for u...

To be honest, I know u are a gentleman :) 

Seven Days :)

Seven days by Craig David.

Used to be my favorite song :)

On my way to see my friends
who lived a couple blocks away from me (owh)
As I walked through the subway
it must have been about quarter past three
In front of me
stood a beautiful honey with a beautiful body
She asked me for the time
I said it'd cost her her name
a six digit number & a date with me tomorrow at nine

Did she decline? No
Didn't she mind? I don't think so
Was it for real? Damn sure
What was the deal? A pretty girl aged 24
So was she keen? She couldn't wait
Cinnamon queen? let me update
What did she say? She said she'd love to
rendezvous
She asked me what we were gonna do
said we'd start with a bottle of moet for two

[Chorus]

Monday
took her for a drink on Tuesday
we were making love by Wednesday
and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
I met this girl on Monday
took her for a drink on Tuesday
we were making love by Wednesday
and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday

[Verse 2]
Nine was the time
cos I'll be getting mine
and she was looking fine
Smooth talker
she told me
She'd love to unfold me all night long
Ooh I loved the way she kicked it
from the front to back she flipped (back she flipped it, ooh the 
way she
kicked it)
And I oh oh I yeah
hope that she'd care
cos I'm a man who'll always be there

Ooh yeah
I'm not a man to play around baby
Ooh yeah
cos a one night stand isn't really fair
From the first impression girl hmm you don't seem to be like that
Cos there's no need to chat for there'll be plenty for that
From the subway to my home
endless ringing of my phone
When you feeling all alone
all you gotta do
is just call me call me

[Chorus]

Monday
took her for a drink on Tuesday
we were making love by Wednesday
and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
I met this girl on Monday
took her for a drink on Tuesday
we were making love by Wednesday
and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday

[Bridge]

(Break it down, uh break it down)
Since I met this special lady
ooh yeah
I can't get her of my mind
She's one of a kind
And I ain't about to deny it
It's a special kind thing
with you-oh.......

Brownies Day! xD

Brownies is one of my favorite cake :D :D
My family love to eat it.


So I have decided to make brownies with Mom yesterday but unfortunately, she was very tired yesterday so I change the plan. 
I planned to make it today but seems my brothers can't wait till today, so yesterday we made it together in the middle of the night. xD

Steps to make the brownies ;))

The brownies chocolate xD

The steamed brownies :D

We successfully made the brownies! But still it is not really perfect and also there is a little bit of burn smell and taste in the chocolate. Maybe this is because I melted the chocolate until it burns.. ~>~
But anyway, the taste of the brownies is there so I guess it's still consider good :) hehe


P/s: Having fun making it. :D
P/s: Mom said it was too soft @@

Patience

I know i am an impatient person. This time, i am trying to let my impatient attitude to not control me. So this should be good right, since i am trying to be more patient. 

Sigh, i wish i am more patient. Because when you are patient, you tend to think even more clearly and can control your feeling compare to when you are impatient.

When you are impatient, all that comes into your heart are anger and unstable emotion that makes you want to explode to anyone.

Sigh... =.= I guess i really have to be more patient now.